Thursday, October 18, 2007'?
whats worse than being late for the olevels practical examination.and yeah,i was late for todays practical examintation for 30mins.i knew it coming.i was late for 3consecutive days during the prelims paper.and i predict it will be the same during olevels paper.T.T
i didnt told my mum i had my practical examinations untill teacher called to my hse and told her that.oh yeah,she was godamn pissed off or sad.in order to stop her from ranting me.i screamed at her.i was fucking pissed off at that time.reporting time:1115 i woke up at 1130. reached sch at 1150. i know it was my bad,but shouldnt u,mum, can be more understanding and helped me with my stuffs and stop ranting at me.it was my bad to screamed at her.after all,i feel bad about it.after all im the only child in this family.i shouldnt be dissapointing my parents.gosh.im EMOing.
i went home,and guess what.mum called dad and he immediately stopped all his work and came back home.it was a rare sight to see him back in the evening beacuse he is damn busy for this new project in these months.and i know smth bad is going to happened,and yah.parents argued over me.quaralled.mum cried.i think dad scolded her badly.and i feel so godamn bad abt it.i dont know what to do now.when dad told me that,he had a feeling of jus letting me go.he has no time for my nonsense.since i was so ignorant and rebellious.i almost cried.omg.me,crying?!wtf? idk lah.at that moment,emotions runs through me.WHYWHYWHY?!godamnit.
my soul was beating here @ 10:43 PM
